The bride and Groom's Foreword
Welcome to James and Sabrina bloggie!
We get together at 1 August 2005... With our story written here..
A story by us that does not end with a full stop but instead, starts a blissful marriage and the story shall be an on-going one...
One touch in my heart and one touch of my soul.
One dream and it is of you, my lover of my heart.
Will this dream be?
Will I know of the one touch?
Will I know of the kiss to be?
Many of times I've cried wondering of this thought...you and me.
And always I'm sad, sad in my heart.
My dream so real of you and nothing comes to me in the day.
Night is the only time I see you.
And at that moment I can feel you like you are right here,
in my arms.
Days are long and the time doesn't move and it seems like forever
till I sleep.
And as the night comes you are there, standing with open arms for my
heart.
No one will know of my dreams of you.
And sometimes I do wish not to wake again, for that is the only place
I know of you to be.
But if I die then I'll never know if you lived.
And I would of never found the love of my heart.
The Dashing Groom
# James Tan Fook Loong
# 18 years old
He Loves
# The Bride
# Playing MapleStory
# Spending time with the bride
His Wishlist
:: Wish the bride pass her BIS ::
:: The bride be more understanding ::
:: May my bride coexist with my mother ::
:: Wish that the bride has no worries ::
First Encounter with The Bride
I never forget the way I first encountered her. I thought she was as bad as the other girls I knew. Trying to make me miss my class on the first day to give the lecturer a bad impression of me.
Never did I forgive her for telling me "your class was cancelled" was a bogus, but later i came to realized that it was a misunderstanding. But luckily I didn't blow things up as I realized that we were actually people of the different class. However, I felt that it was out first encounter of love after we get together.
First Impression with The Bride
She was a silly girl with no directions in her life. Following people's lead without asking where they are going. She always ended up in tears with injuries all over. Never did i see her with a smile from her heart. Just another girl torn by the word "love".
The Blushing Bride
# Sabrina Chow Mun Zhi
# 17 years old
She Loves
# The Groom
# Enjoying sleeping and Eating
# Playing MapleStory
Her Wishlist
:: Have 48 hours a day so to have more time to spend with the groom ::
:: Having a princess-like life ::
:: Have no conflicts with any people ::
:: Really have a lot of friends ::
First Encounter with The Groom
I still deeply remember. The first time he really catch my attention was during our first CATS class in Ngee Ann Polytechnic (and that is a thursday 26th of May).
He was carrying a bag pack with a basketball hanging at the back (actually the basketball is hitting his butt). I cannot really remember him at first, thanks to the basketball then I remember he is my classmate (cute encounter right?).
I was really very blur at that time. I thought that we are having the CATS class together however I am wrong, we are having the lesson in a different class. So coincidently, my class cancelled, therefore I told him 'our' class cancel.
Until next lesson, then I realised that I am wrong.
First Impression with The Groom
A cute guy, with a kind in heart. Stuck with his first love for several years although they broke up.
Thursday, December 07, 2006
This blog was created for us to remember our happy and sad times. She was the one who suggested creating it. And I really love it a lot. I love this gift she gave and I always remember it. Although it is just my 2nd most favorite gift I got from her. Guess the first? =D
“ Prove to me how much you love me.. ” This is the question she left for me.. Solving this is the only solution to fix our relationship which is falling apart. What she wants most from me is to understand her.. I really cannot think of anything else other than my sincerity and love for her to prove this.. It may really prove that I did not manage to understand her at despite being with her for 1year 4months and 6days of relationship. Or should I say 'Do I love her much?' Everyday I Love You.. I always do..
Love her much? OF COURSE I DO!! Never did I did not love her since we were together. Her charm, her cuteness and she alone surpass all things I experienced in life. The most special one I ever in my life I want to cherish; I want to hold tightly in my arms. Ever since she broke the news to me, my mind was in a mess. I do not know what to do.. I really do not know.. Care for her? Concern for her? Does it matter, what I have done so far? Did I really cared and concerned for her? Or did I treat her as trash? I really do not know.. What is caring and concerning? They do not matter if i do not have understanding! So what is understanding? Even a 35 years old man who she just met not long can accomplish all those in 5days which I cannot even accomplish within the 1 year 4 months and 6 days relationship and cause nothing but suffering to poor her. Useless am I? YES!! I think I really am. I am useless, stupid, bastard and ass hole who should just deserve to disappear for this planet. Even before I go, I will say 'Everyday I Love You.. I always do..'
I FAILED to do my responsibility of being her Dar Dar. I no longer have the right to ask for a second chance. Smartness will not get me anywhere now. I love her, but yet I do not have the understanding she wants. I really wish to know the answer. I really do not. I want to pursue this answer regardless where is it. But it seems I can never find it but Everyday I Love You.. I always do..
Nar Nar,
Days of laughter,
Nights of sadness.
Minutes of happiness,
Seconds of tears.
I want you back,
I really do.
Understanding you
So I could
'I LOVE YOU'
The poem maybe a little lame and weird, but it is my solution to your question. I love you. Forgive me Nar!
Dar Dar
Love message by: Dar-Dar
Love posted at: 9:20 PM
